juz recently, i realised tt the older i get, the less i feel for anything or anyone...i guess i did tt to myself...cos its juz easier?
i don miss anyone who i hvnt met for a while
i don feel anything when ppl r leaving for a long time
i move on reli fast when i shift from school to school
izzit cos i treat ppl the way i treat myself? i think i don value myself or others...or i don want to...cos its easier?
am i juz like this cos its juz EASIER?
or cos i don see a pt?
lets juz leave it as tt...
, 6:33 PM.
i noe that i don reli noe the person well enough to judge him...but i cant help but wonder wat she sees in him...
Yes i juz contradicted myself,but trust me u wld too if u were in my shoes/[barefeet]...
"AMAZING"
that was the word she used to describe his little being...
AMAZING in terms of IGNORANCE and INSINCERETY...YES I WOULD TOTALLY AGREE...but no, she actually meant that as a personal compliment -.-"
seriously...if he was amazing, den i wld be
MAGNIFICENTSUPERBand wateva nonsense word u can use to mean better than AMAZING...
[ah lian mode ALERT]
is she
1) dumb
2) dumb?
i bet if she read this she wld take a while to choose 1 of those choices to see which better fit her current slightly handicapped mind -.-" she noes how he treats the girl when he dsnt want them anymore...he's sickeningly arrogant...compliments to him r like adding farts to his ardy huge head [when he's actually not all tt gd] thats filled with juz air and fart and air and fart...GROSS SHIT...
well i guess she has to wait till the end of the yr to realise tt he's juz goanna ignore her like she din exist in his life at all...cos he's got stupider girls to hv fun with...
LOVE isnt a word tt exists in his world...he's oni thinking from the head tts down south even if he saes he likes her...the past girls can vouch for tt...hahahah...if he was sm1 i knew more personally, he wld hv died from the words coming from my acid tongue...
[to be continued]
, 11:02 PM.