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"Doin more than I've ever done for anyone's attention
Take notice of what's in front of you
Cause did I mention you're 'bout to miss a good thing
And you'll never know how good it feels to have all of my affection
And you'll never get a chance to experience my lovin'
Cause my lovin' feels like ooooooo"
:)
, 9:43 PM.
roars its another free period...
anywaes doctor called me last nite tell me tt besides the fact tt my body can absorb protein properly...i hv low suger levels which causes me to hv low blood pressure...and combined with tt he saed tt i not eating enough food with SUGAR...
IM NOT EATING ENOUGH SUGAR?!?!?!? !@#$%@!@#%$%@#
how can i NOT be eating enough sugar...i eat the most unhealthy foods eva...fast food, hawer food, not much veggies unless im at home and its mashed up for me...so how can i not be eating enough sugar? bleah...
this is difficult...roars...
ok back to the situation...doctor continued to sae tt i will most likely feel slpy alot even tho i slp enough...tt usually ppl juz get rid of tt feeling by eating or drinking water but tts not goanna work for me cos im not actually slpy...he saed im actually dizzy...and tt i'll get weird headaches tt come in intervals...wth rite?
well i hv been feeling liddat alot this yr...always tired...so i guess i finally found out tt its not cos i din hv enough slp [HOORAY!!! yeah right -.-" ] i feel slpy like even when i walk ard...its not oni juz in class anymore...and yeah the headaches r alot...and it oni stops when i drink something sweet liek soft drinks or smtg...roars...
and the worse part is this...cos my low sugar levels is combined with my inabilty to absorb protein properly, i hv to take alot of drugs and eat more...wtf...EAT MORE? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I EAT? its not nice feeling constantly hungry and not noeing y u feel liddat...no i don not hv worms...this is dumb...reli dumb...BLEAH...
i dowan anything to be wrong with me...not now at least...y isnt this happening 20 yrs from now...when im OLDer...roars...
but hey i get to maintain my size this way...not like it was any kinda size in the 1st place...size 0...woohoo! [not -.-"]
, 11:15 AM.