to myself:
"Look Where We Are Now"-teddy geiger-
I need a break it's all the same
Under the sweet December rain
Just a crack of yellow light
To shine on my head
You'll find that I fought for the right
To laugh with my eyes till tears would fall
And the salt would hit my lips
With some love to help me survive
Don't you want it?
I've never seen anyone who wants it this bad
You say games are much more fun
I'd rather play than get things done
But look where we are now
Look where we are now
You say games are much more fun
I'd rather play than get things done
But look where we are now
Look where we are now
So the pencils change to pens
I just want to hang out with my friends
We can give it our all
Time after time but it just keeps on getting harder
And getting hotter to the touch
I need the hot and simple sun
I wanna just let go
With someone to help me survive
Don't you want it?
I've never seen anyone who wants it this bad
You say games are much more fun
I'd rather play than get things done
But look where we are now
Look where we are now
You say life happens too fast
I'd rather play and make it last
But look where we are now
Well look where we are now
I guess if I change up this direction we could
Start it all over, my dear, yeah
If I could just move in this direction we could, yeah
You say games are much more fun
I'd rather play than get things done
But look where we are now
Look where we are now
You said life happens too fast
I'd rather play and make it last
But look where we are now
But look where we are now
You said it, you said it
Games were much more fun
But look where we are now
, 7:08 PM.
VJC ROCKS!!!
hahahhaa...
went to late to skool 2dae...was panicking in the bus on the way to skool...so stress cos i had to run 4x400...hahaha...i started talking to the pig keychain on my hp...then i realised tt they pig wasnt talking back to me then i hit it on my leg then i realised omg im talking to a stuffed pig...like -.-' lah...hahaha
reached skool...wanted to cry...the tears were in my eyes but i din wanna let them out...then when we had the talk by the 2 captains and mr melvin tan...my heart juz sank cos i thought i was goanna let them down for the 4x400...
anywaes was panicking and i got pissed at tan yh cos of something...well i juz think he's bloody prejudiced agst ming yi and i...i dono wtf is wrong with him but anywaes...warming up for race...melvin tan came to us and told us tt we were 2 pts ahead of nj and 1 pt ahead of acjc...he can still tell us tt he wasnt putting pressure on us -.-"
i got more nervous...but lucky melenie told me how to run 400...hahaha...so ya juz followed her advice...hahha...well when i had to run, cj, rj, nj, acjc, hcjc were ahead of us...then i rmbed tt mel told me to juz stay behind acjc...so i overtook hcjc and tried to stay behind acjc...i got damn pissed at myself cos i noe tt i was running too slowly...so i whacked the last part but the acjc girl went faster as i went faster...hahhaa...oh wells i think i did my best for 2dae...hahha...
guys 4x100 2nd
girls 4x100 3rd
shawn 100m 1st
OVERALL: girls 2nd!!! guys 3rd!!!
CONGRATS!!! girls moved up 4 positions!!! hahaha...guys i think they the same position but gd job still!!! hahahha...YAYS!!!
dinner at the function hall at daryl's place...hahaha...i ate 3 plates of rice and 12 pieces of spicy fish...hahah...i think i ate the share tt i din eat for breakfast and lunch...hahahah...super hungry lah...hahha...dex and daryl got raped aft the dinner...then thrown into the pool...hahhaa...damn funny...hahaha...we swam for a while then got caught by the security guard...hahhaa...oh wells...
i think i nva been so contented b4...hahaha...winning is gd...but winning and noeing tt i contributed to it in a damn small way oso makes me happy...hahaha...YAYS...
VJ BOLEH!!!
heehee!!! *winkx*
, 11:58 PM.
Victorian's misfortunes...
guys 4x400, team disqulified for so called obstruction...pissing me off cos the officials were fucking crap...
sasi fell during his 400m hurdles, mathew fell during 800m, gordon broke/fractured his hip or thigh bone...
CCK KARMA BAD BAD THIS YR...
daryl and i got 2nd for triple and long...hua jia 5th for long jump...szeling 1st for 1500m...yu fang 1st for discus and 4th for shot put...vivian 3rd for discus...sasi 4th for 400m hurdles...dex 3rd for i forgot wat event...the rest i forgot...opps sorry >.<
i wish i cld contribute more to vj...but i dono...mr tan is so sad...daryl is so sad...i dowan ppl sad...
seen too many ppl crying...my heart feels funny when i see vj ppl crying...haiz...
my back is fucked up too...but i'll try to do my best for 4x400...stupid stupid jo slow reaction...RAHH RAHH RAHH!!!
GO VJ!!!
, 10:27 PM.
NATIONALS SO FAR...
jeolinita yeo: jack of all trades but the master of NONE
, 10:06 PM.
Name 20 people and answer the questions below. After which, do the tagging.
1. ms edna tan
2. amir
3. shawn
4. sandra
5. jolene
6. hua jia
7. amelia
8. kevin
9. desmond
10. mathew
11. yi xiong
12. jlow
13. chook
14. daryl
15. mel
16. zach
17. julian
18. lance
19. mr melvin tan
20. renee
1. How did you meet number 14?
at vjc open hse
2.What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
i wld be happier? hahha no la kidding i dono wat i'd do...cos i dono if there's goanna be an impact on me...
3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
desmond and renee? i'd freak out cos of the ah pek desmond...hahahah
4.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
hahah...mebbe...hahaha
5.Describe Number 3.
fast runner, noes when i talk abt arts stuff, super fair dove whitening cream skin, dst give a shit abt wat ppl sae, cool guy
6.Do you think No.8 is attractive?
like duh...i give 10/10 ah...
7.Tell me something about No.7.
she's hyper...hahaha
8.Do you know anything about no.12's family?
hmmm...her family is nice...i rmb her mom's yellow pants..hahaha
9.What is No.10's favorite?
i dono? running? flirting? hahah...ok kidding abt the flirting part...hahaha
10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
HAHAHAHAHA!!! i'd so juz tt...hahahaha
11. What language does 15 speak?
english with a philippine accent...
12.Who is 18 going out with?
NO ONE...
13.What is your relationship with no.16 and how old is he/she now?
classamte and fren...17
14.When was the last time u talked to 13?
ytd -.-'
15 .Who's 2's favorite singer?
i dono...but i noe he likes fort minor >.<
16.Would you date number 4?
liek duh...she's my hot gf...hahah..
17.Would you date 14?
errr...NO...
18.Is 15 single?
i don think so
19.What's 10's last name?
kang
20.Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 6?
no cos i ardy hv sandra...hahaha... :)
21.What school does 3 go to?
VJC!!! *cheers*
22.Where does 4 live?
in the east...tanjong katong area...rite in front of chung cheng high...
23.What's your favorite thing about number 5?
she's shorter than me so makes me feel tall...hahaha...
24. What do you think of no.13?
gd trustworthy gentlemen with vulgar tendencies...hahaha...
25. what do no.4 and no.19 have in common?
hahah nthg besides the fact tt they both noe me :D
26.what special qualities does no.17 hold in your life?
hmmm...he's my best fren so like everything? hahahah...
, 9:28 AM.
exams im goanna fail...i think im oni goanna pass chinese...hahahah
well i noe y im goanna fail and tts cos i din study...hahaha...oh wells...there's still promos...tts impt...and nationals...i hv an obligation/responsibility...and im goanna fulfil it :)
hmmm...i guess my heart wasnt in wat i initially wanted to get...haha i guess its cos i needed a distraction or something to pass time...physical things don matter...
amir's been reli nice...take care of me when i had fever...no wonder he's a medic...
cheng wei and he went to Hong Kong for competition coming back on mondae...hahah...lance tried to carried me up while i was doing the arch on the floor...then i got a bruise at the same place...i wanted to whack him but he ran away but later when he came back i smacked his butt...hhaha...
2dae went for trng...i got muscle ache cos i sat in the air con too long and was doing nthg...hahaha...damn pain...well did triple 2dae...i reached 11m for the 2nd time...but i don think i can keep it tt constant till nationals...but i'll try...hahaha
ahhh!!! tmr gg out with sandra and her sister and her sister's frens to watch "just my luck"...hahaha then mondae gg out with max, nat and sandra for our youth dae neoprint anniversary...hahaha...we're goanna take the same positions we did last yr...hahah juz tt this yr different clothes...hahaha...
anywaes...thanks kev for sending this to me...i noe wat u mean...
FAR AWAY--by Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go-----------
its sweet...u nva did anything wrong...so there's no need to forgive and yes i noe...but forgive me for blocking it out...its juz easier this way love...till u come back then...love love *blushes*
, 10:54 PM.