im a little girl who juz wants to eat the candy tt mummy has kept in the highest part of the fridge so i cant reach it...
hopefully little girl grows taller to get it...
ok if u don get wat im trying to sae...well too bad...ahhaha...but u can ask me personally if u want...hahaah...
headed to gombak to watch lance, amir, shawn and sasi run for all comers meet...hahaha...i was too late for sasi tho...hahaha...i din noe cheng wei and shafiq were goanan be there but saw them run anywae...hahaha...lance was wearing a funny looking speed suit...hahaha...shawn's legs r still white, long and glowing...hahah...his start was "horrible rubbish" as melvin tan saed...hahaha...
sasi, shawn and i left to eat then waited for amir to come take train with us...shawn and i went to chinatown to check out the art gallary flea market thingy...i din expect to get anything but i ended up spending $40 there...hahah...i bought a shirt for my brother too...hahaha looks gd...hahaa...shawn got this reli nice jacket and some other shirts and a cute hat tts so him...hahaha...
well aft we bought stuff then we realised tt we were late for jolene's church play so rushed down to bedok by cab only to find out tt its goanna start at 7.30pm...hahaha...
the play was "the da vinci code: the real truth"...ok lah not bad...hahaha...got damn cold during the play so shawn lent me his jacket...hahah...i kinda like it...hahaha...now it smells like me...hahaha...eh its not a bad thing ks...hahaha...food aft the play was gd...esp the tuna bread..saw stef peng...hahaha...she has new hairstyle now...hahaa...cute...hahaha...
met this reli tall guy from my brother's skool...his name is kenneth...same age as me...he's so tall tt i cldnt help but look at him cos he was sticking out liek a sore thumb...hahaha...he noes chun ming and my bro...hahaha...
jolene's dad gave us a lift aft everything ended...nice uncle...this is liek the 3rd time i got a lift from him...THANKS UNCLE!!! hahaha...i can imagine jolene in like 20yrs time giving lifts to her daughter/son's frens...hahaha...hope she can reach the pedels...haha...kidding...
tmr trng!!! 9am...ahhhh...hahaha...
, 12:16 AM.
amirudin, vj track 2005, hairless malay guy, is a horny hooker who loves to make out
hahahahha...ROFL!
, 12:45 AM.
VJ BOLEH!SOCCER FINALS:
VJ agst MJ 2dae...VJ WON!!! hahaha...but i hv to sae tt MJ put up a gd fight...they made all of us panic...cos they scored 2 goals when its quite close to the ending of the game...budden vj scored 3 more goals in like 4 to 10 min...omg so exciting lah...nrelay started crying when we were falling behind...tricia was crying ardy...gosh...and shu hua's younger bro is liek so adorable...hahaha...looks like shu hua too...hahaha... i saw dommy 2dae...gosh he's so dark now...looks liek a mutt...but he'''s a hot mutt now...hahaha...looks better and bigger now...glad to see tt smile on his face...i smacked his butt...hahaha...at least he has 1 now...hahaha...
jo ur so naughty...hahaha...anywaes...
well wat else do i hv to sae?
VJ BOLEH!
, 9:42 PM.
I SAW LULU AT THE HOCKEY MATCH 2DAE!!! LOVE LOVE!!! i nva realised how much i missed her till i saw her 2dae...when i spotted her i quickly ran down the huge steps and hugged her for liek a while...hahha...she still has the nicest ass i've eva seen...haha she saed im still booby...but im not lah...hahaha...its juz tt she saes hers r small...HERS R NOT SMALL...well i don think they r...hahaha...
anywaes...
HOCKEY GIRLS BEAT SAJC
HOCKEY BOYS unfortuantely din beat RJ but its alrite cld see tt they reli put up a great fight...fazli is reli gd...like woah...no. 7 from rj is reli gd too...hahaha...saw shane...talked to him for a while...he saed my skirt is short...oh wells...i cldnt stop laughing at him when he showed me something...SHANE DON BE SO HIONG LAH...hahaha...we all noe ur horny but ur gf oso liddat...AIYOZ...no wonder together lah yall...hahahaha...
i brought lulu on the chartared bus back to vj...i love lulu...she's the cutest thing i've eva known...
I RELI RELI RELI RELI RELI RELI RELI RELI MISSED U LULU!!!walked to busstop aft we got to vj...b4 lulu left i gave her a hug till her boobs hurt...hahahah...she's so cute...if i were a guy i wld want a girl like lulu...hahhaa...
**don be upset...don be disappointed...everything happens for a reasons...welcome disappointments and pain...love and joy in later life is wat u'll gain...gosh i juz came up with tt...hahaha...cool...well i hope ur reli doing fine...cos i dowan smooshed jelly...love love!!!
heehee!!! *winkx*
, 11:11 PM.
tennis girls won rj ytd...hahahahhaa...
*cheers*
like wat the TSD ppl saed "with revenge in our hearts" tennis girls whacked the shit out of the ball and rj too...hahahaha...
me am happy...wahahahahaha!!!
matches goanna be played 2dae:
hockey girl VS SAJC
hockey boys VS RJC
>.<
skools vj HAS TO beat...hahahhaa...hope so hope so...VJ BOLEH? hahaha...no matter wat happens VJ BOLEH!!! hahaha...
heehee!!! *winkx*
, 8:37 AM.
ok we din beat rj in bball but the girls played a gd game and tts enough :D
ytd was loads of fun in the evening...went to jlo's party...food was gd...saw some of last yr's track team but dono any of them so din talk...amir was the oni 1 tt huajia, amelia and i knew so ya...hahaha...
mel prepared a little skit for jlo...DAMN FUNNY...ben was acting as jlo...he had "josh" and even the cruly hair in the beginning...cheng wei played tanyh and salman played shawn chua in 1 scene...hahaha...they did a re-enactment of wat happened when tan yh scolded shawn for his eyebrow piercing...hahaha...i tah boleh tahan laugh like mad...hahahaha...mel showcased her infamous kung fu skills...smashed cake in jlo's face...it all started aft mel did it...hahaha...
went to poolside to dunk jlo aft tt...hahaha...she was in a skirt and we still dunked her...actually vivian lifted most of jlo...hahaha...amir was being iritating AGAIN with his stupid teasing...anywaes...jolene's dad gave 3 of last yr's trackers [i oni rmb 1 is nick], james and me a lift to a nearby busstop aft the party...thanks...
**thanks for the treat and the compliment u gave me 2dae...well mebbe there is more than juz tt arrogant sickening 2D person u always seem to be...no offence...love love...
, 11:55 AM.
ytd...
VJ BEAT SAJC
soccer [2-0]
hockey [1-0]
*sticks tongue out*
ok im being a bit mean but well i think i kinda transferred all my hatred and anger for 1 person in SAJC into cheering for the soccer team...hahaha...well wat matters most is tt WE WON!!! ahahhaha...
unfortunately the tennis guys din manage to clinch 3rd place cos SA beat them...oh wells...1 set back wont bring the rest of vj down...hahahha...
basketball girls finals agst RJ 2dae...gosh i think its goanna be the whole ij vs rgs netball kinda thing again...i bet rj is goanna do the same cheer rgs did...the "WAFFLES WAFFLES" cheer...when its supposed to be "RAFFLES RAFFLES"...hahaha...fromt he 1st netball match i watched till now...i laughed everytime i heard them do tt cheer...its not tt funny but i juz laughed...hahahaha...
, 8:35 AM.
li tiwth ng kah gay now...goanna watch a movie...something tt he saes will help us understand a vulgar latin poem...hahaha...
hopefully its goanna be something intresting and for once not waste my time...hahahha...
i want a hug from any squishy guy...or a super muscular guy...i want extrreme ppl...
last nite was sweet...if oni life was like tt all the time...but unfortunately god or wateva has made it so complicated...illness, heartache, death...PAIN is the word to summarize all of tt...a horrendous thing such as feelings and emotions which APPARENTLY make us HUMAN...rahhh...
, 12:57 PM.
2dae din start off reli well...i stoned pretty much every moment i cld...juz cldnt stop thinking abt it...haiz...
the 1 who tried to cheer me up last nite...sorry u din actually make me feel better but thanks for trying anywaes...and ur a gd person...don worry abt how i am...
mr cook is funny...and he's a gd lecturer...well at least i understand 1 part of econs...except the graphs...hahaha...
omg i love my yellow halter...i love it i love it i love it!!! hahahah...
, 10:33 PM.
she's in drama cos she's been acting all her life...i think she deserves being there...hahahha...
i cant wait till this saturdae...yet i dread it...
oh wells...ytd wasnt a gd dae...cldnt reli think abt anything else but tt...sians...till now oso...i even wore different clips cos i din hv the mood to wear orange, green, yellow...im wearing blue, purple and light blue...
ok i dowan blog ardy...rahh...
, 8:32 AM.
"i dowan jo to come...wheneva guys talk to me and she's beside me, they stare at
her legs...like wth?"
hmmm i bet yall noe who saed tt...but if u don juz ask me...hahaha...super funny...but predictable lah...
oh wells...visited my uncle to get my shoes...he got me new 1s...adidas...quite old model i think...but nvm i like it...bought stupid stuff 2dae again...made a bdae present for mingyi...i hope he likes it...
sians im drifitng away...away from sandra, nat, ann marie, reena, tiffy, ky and pam foong...they're still quite intact i guess...rahh...y? i dono y...
, 9:54 PM.
met sandra, ann marie, pam foong and ky at taka crystal jade...had a nice lunch...then nat came...headed to esplanade to eat at haggan daaz...sandra and i went to buy little toy story aliens at the movie shop...hahaha...waited for reena to come but she was late so we decided to meet her at heeren instead...hahaha...bought the blinking weener thingy at action city then went to take the 1st neoprints of this yr...hahaha...i finally got someone darker than me...REENA!!! but it dsnt matter cos she's pretty and hot...hahahaha...even in her polka dotted top...hahaha...
sorry for not gg for ur drama nite kenneth...juz din wanna see her performing...the rest of my frens agree too...but i noe u did well :)
anyways...some pics taken 2dae...

Nat [mummy] and me

Sandra and i [gf and bf]

old recess ppl... [love love!!! :D]

...again

...and again :)
, 8:43 PM.
im being pessimistic/cynical wateva u call it...
im goanna fail econs...don noe a shit...gosh i hate failing when i don noe a shit abt the subject...its like telling me to each without a stomach...ok random...
*whines*
im goanna die...failed the recent tests so far...chinese and history...when i previously got nearly full marks for chinese and passed history the last time...so the teachers hv ruled out 1 reason for this drastic drop...
LAZYNESS...
and i TOTALLY agree with it...
i hope tmr's tracker dinner is at a nice place...NOT A FOOD COURT...bleah...i want PROPER MEALS...
im counting down the hrs to fridae...i get to meet ann marie, sandra, nat, pam, tiffy, reena, ky, mon...hopefully dommy and derek...cos i dono wat ann marie meant by the old grp meet up...hahaha...nvms at least i get a fondue treat from ann marie...i juz reli reli reli reli hope alll can make it...then i can take my 1st neoprint of the yr...tt time when i saw derek at the interchange, it made me so happy lah...it kinda completed my dae :)
i'll feel complete if i see all tt i hvnt in the a long time...missing wat i've been away from for such a long time...
, 9:04 PM.
i reached skool at ard 12.10pm..in time for history...i guess i din wanna go for lit or the CT investiture...sians the word...hahaha... well i heard tt yixoing gave his reluctant black face when he went up to stage or something...hahaha...
im addicted to a song...hahaha...
, 1:31 PM.
saturdae only started to go bad aft 7pm...
morning met PW grp in parkway macs to discuss stuff...then met sandra, chao long and javier...went marina sq...cool place...shopped for a while...ate fondue...evening wen out with parents then met jelly...watch mission impossible and got a phone call saeing vinod was in the hospital...
relapse again...
jelly was nice enough to stay there with me till this morning...sent me home then picked me up to go there again...i hvnt reli been slping...so tired...not physically...but mentally...
the doctors r liars...bloody fucking bastards...
, 10:11 PM.
hse comm results out...
captain: Xia Han
vice captain: Jason
comm members: zhao hong and wei shan
wells...popularity plays a big part in getting into the hse comm i guess...it seems like ppl don get the recognition they deserve for the hard work they put in...for the late hrs spent...actually it dsnt seem tt way...
IT IS TT WAY...mebbe im biased mebbe im stating the fact? its for yall to decide :)
i don see y ppl who r SOOOOO non-existant during impt hse events can actually still be voted juz cos they hv frens here and there...rubbish is rubbish even if u put it in a cleaner dustbin...don understand? means u don noe me tt well or ur juz goondu...hahaha...
congrats to Xia Han...u owe me lunch or dinner...hahaha...kidding...u'll do a gd job...i hv faith in u...so u better hv faith in urself china man...hahaha...
congrats to zhao hong...u better do a gd job ks...i noe u will too!!!
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did 2.4km 2dae...gosh i hate it...walked 1 round altogether at different times...timing ok lah...early 12min...hahaha...went to town with renee, nicole and shaun aft skool...met some of my class ppl on the way so went to pepper lunch to eat lunch...met up with renee and the rest aft lunch...wanted to buy a top but nthg fits me...i cant wear black anymore...i can only wear yellow and white...dsnt reli matter cos im always in PE attire...hahaha...
shaun went off half way...so we headed to far east so tt i cld eat fried mars bars...renee and nicole din wanna eat...scared fat...hahaha...oh wells...was quite tired...walked ard for a while then headed to wheelock to eat sakae and talked a bit abt stuffs...hahaha...
my feet hurt...since aft i learnt how to do triple jump...my feet, ankle, back of the knee hurts...its like working its way up to my back which is the part i reli dowan to hurt...haiz...
GAIN WEIGHT!!!
GAIN WEIGHT!!!GAIN WEIGHT!!!GAIN WEIGHT!!! GAIN WEIGHT!!!
GAIN WEIGHT!!!GAIN WEIGHT!!! GAIN WEIGHT!!!
GAIN WEIGHT!!!GAIN WEIGHT!!!
, 9:44 PM.
i don wanna go for chinese later...mebbe i shd juz go tot he PE dept and slp in the nice air con room till trng starts...hahaha...
i still cant decide if i wanna go for the MOS thingy with felicia and pearl...dono if its a gd thing to do...gabriel mite be gg...if he is then i don mind cos when i go home the next morning, can go back with him...hahaha...both tp ppl wat...hahaha...
found out some reli weird and interesting stuff ytd...likehow renee and i r so closely connected and we juz din noe it...hahaha...had nice a time "talking" ytd...its been like dono how long since i "talked"...hahhaa...i don mean normal talking...hahaha..tts why there's the ""
shd i go for the SAJC drama nite? he asked me if i wanted to go and i dono how he even knew abt it...hmmm...i'll go if he wants to go..anywae i getting the ticket free :D
my "serect agent" whom i din noe existed came to me this morning "reporting" a convo he overheard a few daes ago between
mr yellow and
ms purple...
Mr Yellow: no lah...i give u a clue she's from ijtp...
ms Purple: _ _ _ _ _?!?!?!
Mr Yellow: NO! i don even talk to _ _ _ _ _...she's too forward for me...welll the girl's from track lah...ok i cant tell u more than tt...it'll be too obvious...
ms Purple: does tt include cross?
Mr Yellow: no lah...the cross team dsnt hv any ij girls u nincompoop!
ms Purple: but there's oni tt jumper and hurdler! gimme clue lah
Mr Yellow: yeah 1 of them...the 1 who daos me most of the time...
ms Purple: *says name* *screams hysterically*
wells it was kinda suprised but happy for the person...whoeva she is...the jumper or the hurdler...haha...
, 9:23 AM.
i think regretting or missing stuff tt u once disregarded and mistreated is juz a load of crap...cos ur juz TRYING TO REGRET AND MISS them...i guess when a person loses everything and all tt the person has now is all fake...the person gets desperate to go back to the past...or at least try to make it seem like they're gg back to the past juz to attain sympathy from others...yall noe who im talking abt but oh wells its juz my opinion...the same 1 most ppl wld share with me...
not being bitchy here but well if i disregarded something b4...i did it for a gd reason and i don regret it...and i wldnt mope abt it now cos its in the past...move foward bitch...unless its affected me mentally/emotionally, i wldnt bother abt it...life's too gd to ruin now...
i bumped my knee reli hard on the metal legs of the canteen tables twice 2dae while sitting down...now when bend my knee or try to cross my legs when im sitting on the floor, it hurts...rahh...well it wont be ok by tmr but i guess it cant affect me tt much :D hahaha...
ppl sae im a reli happy/optimistic girl...
I THINK SO TOO!!! im much happier now actually...hahah...not cos im hving so much fun...but cos i kinda hv a balance in life now...i hope i can keep tt balance...hahaha...i want my happy/optimistic vibes to hv a positive effect on ppl...
THEN EVERYONE CAN BE HAPPY!!! heehee!!! *winkx*
, 9:23 PM.
MONDAE:
trng in skool...daryl and ben climbed down from the PE dept...hahah...ben climed up too...hahaha...lance came but he din wanna eat lunch with us cos he has diaorherria(sp?)...lunch was at parkway BK...i bouhgt a skirt aft lunch...hahah...then headed to PS to meet the lynx cheerleaders...din hv movie time for take the lead at PS so headed to lido where they din hv either...so watched when a stranger calls which was a waste of time and money...hahah...but its cute seeing small james and guo wei all scared...hahaha...
dinner at far east...CHICKEN RICE!!! hahaha...the girls 1 table the guys 1 table...the girls were talking abt the guys out loud...hahah...then later went to eat fried mars bars...i told imran i think his body looks quite small...smaller than mathew kang lah...then althea saed its cos of his shirt...but both ways he got insulted...hahaha...he showed me his biceps and ok lah they were quite huge...hahaa...
but oh wells...dont reli care now...ahhahaa...
ytd has SC investiture...ok lah...not too bad...some other skools came too...lessons aft tt were reli reli slpy...gosh i cldnt stand it...had headache in the middle of chinese...and so suay lao shi asked me to read the tb passage...lucky i noe most of the words...trned with samuel again...gym...rahh...some PRC scholar told shaun he cldnt come into the gym in his skool uniform then i asked me to get shaun out...i was quite shocked he knew my name...then i found out his name was huang rui...he rmbs me as the girl who was painting banner with xia han [-.-" x 10]
lance came...he sae i very dao to him...im not lah...grrr...can even ask me if he did anything wrong cos he thought i was angry at him...nonsense...i guess when im quiet, ppl then to think its weird...hahaha...oh wells...
uziah fell off his bike while cycling to vj...quite funny...ahhaha...he has a deep cut on his right knee now...and he still wants to do weights...crazie...
2dae is shaun chook's bdae... he got dunked into the fountain...hahaha...shiva looks funnier 2dae...he got a weird haircut...hahaha...
, 8:21 AM.