i noe that i don reli noe the person well enough to judge him...but i cant help but wonder wat she sees in him...

Yes i juz contradicted myself,but trust me u wld too if u were in my shoes/[barefeet]...

"AMAZING"

that was the word she used to describe his little being...

AMAZING in terms of IGNORANCE and INSINCERETY...YES I WOULD TOTALLY AGREE...but no, she actually meant that as a personal compliment -.-"

seriously...if he was amazing, den i wld be
MAGNIFICENT
SUPERB
and wateva nonsense word u can use to mean better than AMAZING...

[ah lian mode ALERT]

is she
1) dumb
2) dumb?

i bet if she read this she wld take a while to choose 1 of those choices to see which better fit her current slightly handicapped mind -.-" she noes how he treats the girl when he dsnt want them anymore...he's sickeningly arrogant...compliments to him r like adding farts to his ardy huge head [when he's actually not all tt gd] thats filled with juz air and fart and air and fart...GROSS SHIT...

well i guess she has to wait till the end of the yr to realise tt he's juz goanna ignore her like she din exist in his life at all...cos he's got stupider girls to hv fun with...

LOVE isnt a word tt exists in his world...he's oni thinking from the head tts down south even if he saes he likes her...the past girls can vouch for tt...hahahah...if he was sm1 i knew more personally, he wld hv died from the words coming from my acid tongue...

[to be continued]

I HAVE DECIDED

i've rejected SMU law and i'm goanna wait till next yr to go NIE to do PE...

and now for qs tt ppl keep asking:

1. y don't u wanna go law? : cos i hv no friggin interest innit...i don care how the law works for now and i don give a shit abt business.

2. y don't u juz take the course for 1 yr then go NIE? : cos sm1 else wants this spot, which i oni got cos of interview [which i was trying to be a shit in], and sm1 else wld need this to do smtg with their life.

3. y nie pe? : cos i like lah...u not happy ah?

ok tts all for now...

YI SHIAN: "HIGH 5 HIGH 5!!! WOOHOO!!!"

This is what happens when ppl [Yi Shian] drinks too much...

ONE MONTH WITH LITTLE DRAGON :)

pictures, hugs and kisses...
little dragon growing "fatter"
but i like :)

acquired taste? NO. i juz know what's good food :)

i think these days im reli selfish with my happiness...its like i oni wanna keep it between little dragon and me...or mebbe its more like im stuck in my little world tt i don bother abt wats happening ard me...so its not tt im not sharing it...its juz tt well I DONT CARE abt as much abt anything else as i did b4 i guess...

but there is 1 thing outside my little world tt i still bother abt...tt stupid little moomoo...

u noe when i heard abt wat happened , i juz refused to believe tt it did...cos its juz not u...AT ALL...and then when i asked u, i find out tt its true? i mean im not shocked im juz "ermm..." confused? at ur sudden impulse...its so not u...i noe u inside out...and u saed b4 tt its smtg tt u wldnt do till the appropriate time...but u did...and u saed tt i was the reason?

WTF.

if it was sm1 else, i wld hv juz slapped the person and told the person off, tt its their goddamn fault, not mine, tt they cld have tt self control and not to juz let their values/morals slide at tt pt...but this is u...

ur not scum, ur not tt kind...i noe ur not...

i keep saying "its not u" and tt kinda shit mebbe cos i need sm reassurance tt i din waste my time on u the past 5 yrs juz to finally let go and make a fucking bastard out of u ok...

no im not angry...if i was, ur balls wld hv been bitten off by a dog, fried and fed to u with chocolate sauce by now...

ok mebbe i am angry [ooo tt thought was SO great]. but oni cos we made a promise to each other...and u broke it...and now ur worrying if im goanna break tt promise?

FUCK YOU.

i cant always keep an eye on u, u shit...im not ur mom, not ur gf...im juz ur fren...and frens shd be supportive of frens...ur not exactly doing tt...CANT U BE HAPPY TT IM HAPPY NOW?...instead, ur trying to get attention by doing tt little fucking stunt of urs?? i was always happy for u, no matter how much it hurt b4...but heyyyyy, its always been abt UR happiness, UR feelings, UR this, UR tt...WTF r u doing? trying to make me feel bad?

FYI: I DON FEEL BAD AT ALL this time.

so u better stop all this nonsense, pick urself up, stop moping ard like a piece of shit, emo-ing like a gay-ass fucker and straighten urself out...

don fail me.
its the 1 thing i thought i'd always pass.

MAYBE MAKE A LIL MAGIC IN THE MOONLIGHT

I CAUGHT A LITTLE DRAGON INSTEAD!!! :)

ok i din catch a fish...i caught a little dragon instead...WHICH IS WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY BETTER than juz a fish...hahaha

my little dragon :D

ROARS!

hahahhahaahha...

:D


[drawing credits to Mr Chai Ming Long]
i found my fish...but im not sure if i caught it yet...cos im not gd at fishing >.<

i don feel "wtf/yays/whee/*shivers*" all at the same time anymore..."yays/whee" is more like it now...i guess i don feel so stupid now...but i do hv THE giggles...hahah yeah its been a LONG time since that happened :)

juz the other dae i tried to learn how to swim...well not exactly...i was supposed to build WATER CONFIDENCE...i found out i hv like close to ZERO of it...i kept laughing cos i got so freaking scared like alot of times..going into the pool ardy my heart like stopped for a moment...i think i wld hv died from tt if i din die from drowning...at least it wasnt as bad as the first few times other ppl tried to teach me and ended up making me cry :( but seriously there were moments i nearly did...i kept getting like huge waves of this rushing feeling in my body and my hands were like shaking so i kept pinching myself to stop it...

BLEAH to fear...but ok at least i din die...HELLO YES IM STILL HERE!!!

i still wanna be a pe teacher cos i wanna be in FBTS FOR LIFE! but it seems so bleak now...oh and i need to noe how to do a cartwheel...my arms are like twigs now, i don think i can support my own weight...hahaha...

so many thoughts in my head now...its like rushing all ard the place and bumping inside the walls of my head...its all happening at the same time so like its not letting any reli come up properly...but this time...i kinda like tis confusion...it seems...peaceful...

[yes i noe tts confusing -.-" ]

TAKING THE NEXT STEP

What is the next step?

can someone like push me into it? cos i juz need some direction/instructions...no its different from map cos on a map i dont noe wat im finding unless i hv a destination to reach -.-'

someone juz take me away now...bring me somewhere where my thoughts arent wandering ard in my head even when im ard ppl and the music is loud...

or mebbe i juz need louder music...

haha..

the oni thing im clear abt now is tt im unclear -.-"

[no im not emo-ing if tts wat ur thinking...yes i noe tts wat ur thinking -.-" ]

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