21st birthdays.

been to a few these past few mths and i made me think if i wld want to and how i wld celebrate mine...im still not sure if i wanna do tt whole party nonsense...i mean i like parties but i don want it to be cos of my bdae...i juz wanna celebrate for no reason at all...get high and laugh and dance the whole nite if its with a bunch of frens...

then again i want a nice dinner with my family and another nice dinner with bf...i want dinner cos i dowan to wake up early to get ready for lunch...hahaha...

i hope when the time comes, i get wat i want at tt pt...

speaking abt bdaes...i realised tt i hv no mood to drink alcohol anymore...since the chalet in september, i don hv any alcohol cravings...well mebbe its a gd thing...mebbe aft a while, i wont wanna go club tt much ardy...then i can set my mind into finally gg back to trng, learning how to swim and all tt impt things tt i shd be doing now...

and to my gd fren who i've known for so long, i hope u don waste ur life, as its oni the beginning and ur ardy doing smtg tt even u noe is just so wrong. i don think tt this path shd even be a choice for u to take, cos u deserve so much better, and for u to not be able to leave, its juz so freaking inconsiderate, and shows how LITTLE love there is in this situation tt ur in. i think im beginning to get a little tired of thinking abt how ur not benefitting at all, but instead ur losing urself slowly...haiz...me love u, hope u do smtg abt it.

WHOOSH, relaxing wk this wk...WHEEE...

met sandra, nat, pam and mark [pam's bf] for dinner and dessert...met nat 1st to walk ard cos she needed to buy pants cos she doing tt APEC thingy...so weird they don allow skirts, oni pants...anywaes mark, pam and sandra came aft a while then we headed to Orchard Ion to eat Fish and Co...Pam was treating all of us cos she got a scholarship :) sandra and i help her save money by getting $9++ meals...hahaha...

talk alot of rubbish sia...and it feels nice to not hv to be thinking if i shd be matured or not cos they're the same age as me...hahaha...

aft dinner we went to try shoes at this shop in Ion...super fun...pam, sandra and i tried green heels and this other rocker chick heels...super cool...hahaha sandra wants to buy boots...hahaha i dare not wear boots, cos i think my calves too small, wont fit nicely...hahaha...

Headed to BIG O at wheelock aft tt...we ordered Big O cheesecake, g-spot, indecent obsession...and like mark ask me to order by telling the waiter if i cld HAVE a g-spot and to wink at the waiter...then dono who saed need assistance with the g-spot...of cos i din sae all tt...shy sia...hahaha...but while eating the cake, smhow everything i saed abt how the cake tasted or smtg, all sounded sexual...like how i saed the cake was warm, tt it was dry but soft -.-"

i think its juz tt they expect tt kinda thing to come out of my mouth so tt they can laugh at it -.-" but its ok, i don mind as long as they get to laugh...hahahah

OH OH i like pam's bf...he's nice...and he's alot like an ij girl...ij boy lah he...hahahah...PAM! *chops APPROVE stamp on mark's head*



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CANT WAIT TO SEE THE GIRLS LATER!!!

ok juz to get things straight to ppl who hv read the prev post abt China Prositute and hv been wondering the cause of my DISLIKE [yes i DO NOT hate her...YET]

its not tt she has offended me directly...[unless u count the "wtf bitch" look she gave me when she din understand the science-y stuff i was saying]
mebbe its juz the wrong impression tt she gave me...well not juz me la...also i hv info from sm1 close to her tt has 1st hand exp and convos with the one mentioned...

but i am giving it another go, cos i DO judge ppl, BUT i also do give them 2nd chances to prove themselves...cos i've always been given tt chance when i need it [can sae im fucking lucky lah :) ]...so i will not subject my dislike to the hearsay i've come across, or wat she's done in the past, but rather wat i exp from the close proximity i mite soon hv with her...

which is y i will hv my verbal filter attached the whole time, unless there's a malfunction and sarcasm takes over the situation due to the China Prostitute's verbal diarrhoea and the absence of butt plugs to stop it from flowing out of her mouth.

i think i made it quite clear :D

been hearing too many things abt r/s these days...im glad tt most of my fren's r/s are quite fine...progressing in a positive direction because those r/s were built from a solid foundation called friendship..whereas the r/s tt are not built on solid foundation, always seem to be plagued by external forces, always having smtg or sm1 hinder its growth...wonder y?

well i'll tell u y..

those unstable r/s are due to the fact that both sides of the r/s are unstable..there are a few types of unstable, they are those who:

• have juz come out of another r/s, most likely a long r/s
• go aft ppl who have juz come out of a r/s 
• are desperate to have some dick/pussy within their reach
• are players
• are delusional and live in fairytale land [despite being SUPPOSEDLY more mature cos they ASSUME it comes with age]
• dono how to control their hearts by using their minds to help them make rational decisions

alot of ppl sae tt love makes one irrational enough to not be able to make proper decisions concerning the r/s..well...THAT'S JUZ BULLSHIT!

if the r/s actually really means smtg, one wld actually make the effort to use their head to make good decisions for their SO CALLED LOVE...and if a r/s can be affected by external forces, such as wat other ppl say abt ur gf/bf..that r/s isnt goanna last and there are or there's goanna be lots of arguements. and i cant help but to juz watch and laugh at the slow tragedy of things for them...

im glad im not 1 of those..

Found this on my friends blog...thought i'd share it...hahaha

i don understand y some guys only goes for girls who juz broke up with their bf or in the midst of patching up with the bf...its like the girl isnt very clear abt wat she's doing cos she's on the rebound and the guy is juz an idiot cos he noes its an easy catch...

then comes all the "she's the one for me" nonsense...like EVERYTIME the guy gets a new girl...and let me tell u, the time the guy takes to get over the previous girl who was "the one" for him, is like less than a wk? so i don see how EVERY GIRL is the one for him...or to him as long as the person has a vagina to stick his dick into, then "SHE'S THE ONE"...

its lame...damn lame...

but well the desperation in the guy's life much be overwhelming...then again so is the one in the many girls' lives...or mebbe its the lack of brains tt leads them to jump into another r/s so quickly, in abt a span of 3 to 5 days, juz cos they feel tt the extra time they hv on their hands shows tt they hv no life or smtg -.-"

get a grip man...

the guy u had b4 or the guy tt u hv now isnt the only thing in ur life...there must be smtg else u can do with tt time...unless ur life has always been abt a guy...then tts juz plain DUMB on the girl's part...

oh wells...i guess girls who talk like "hexx so cutexxx", "i think im in love with DEARXX LE", "babiexx my favouritexixixixix" kinda thing, are juz tt desperate, impulsive and well NO LIFE...

and so is the guy who likes those kind...

toodles! :D

i want her purple fringe!!! SUPER NICE CAN!!! roars...too bad cant do tt unless i stop working...and i don think they wld allow teachers to hv tt rite? sians...wah if can i think i super cool teacher sia...

Breathe

i need to think this all thru...i don regret what's happened but at the same time i wish sometimes tt it din happen...

haiz...im juz afraid tt it wld change everything and we don even noe it...i don want it to be some weird underlying determining factor between us tt we cant control cos we don realise its happening or wat its doing to us...so i think the best is to stop...FOR THE SAKE OF US...

cos im done with everything else...and i don wanna try anymore...i juz wanna keep this for super long...i juz wanna be not constantly worrying abt sm1 or smtg...and hving US has given me tt...but since tt happened, i cant help but feel this feeling at the back of my head tt smtg's changed...even tho its not visible...YES I'VE REPEATED IT AGAIN in the same blog entry...

mebbe tts wats been bothering me...well at least i realised tt the feeling like im being bothered by smtg started aft tt...no im not crazy or being over sensitive...im jeo leh over sensitive is juz not my thang...crazy mebbe but not in tis way...

ok ur probably goanna read this blog entry and think tt im worrying or smtg or tt its reli bothering me alot...but yeah it did but its ALL BEFORE THIS PARAGRAPH...i guess i juz had to put it all out so tt i wld feel better...and sorry i cldnt like say it to u, and tt i felt more comfortable saying it here...i hope u don mind...but its juz how i deal...

so DON WORRY cos im REALLY feeling fine ardy  
:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAMIN!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAMIN!!!

may u always hv tt nice ass i saw in april...and also grow some chest muscles and get ur sexy legs muscles back! [if not how u goanna live up to being called SEXY? hahaha]

P.S. i juz had to put this pic up! :D

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